Monday, March 22, 2010

So much for my happy ending

:-) Love always motivated me to do crazy things...it made me fly in the sky like a young bird...bird who loves the feeling of spreading his wings, who loves the fresh cold air hitting his face :-)

It’s beautiful that love makes you experience the most beautiful and painful things. Wow!! Isn't the combination of Pain + Beauty magnificent? The initial phase of love is full of goose bumps and butterfly effects. Everything is pink and there are cupids flying everywhere :-)

It touched me too… YES… Isn’t it strange?? It touched me too :-) and I am more than happy to admit that I was head over heels in love.
Now when it is gone...i realized that everything stays the same around you...only the cold air seems warm coz your temperature is high...the so-called beautiful sky seems limitless and faded coz the love of your life went to hibernation... but you still wish to fly...just to witness the dawn which is waiting in the closet of your dreams

Here I am, sitting on the driving seat of my car. It seems that no one in this world is far. I am remembering the time when I used to wish on the falling stars, when I used to cry on the sound of my broken dreams.

In the last few months, I have witnessed a lot of things. I witnessed my dreams fading in front of my eyes, saw the good times turning into a faded part of my past. All this tried to break me down and I found myself participating in the execution of my identity. I became anti social, tried to drown myself into the deep ocean of sorrows and loneliness. LOL… stupid me :-) … soon I realized who I am and where I really belong, what I should be and what I am trying to be. My heart denied to all the things which were turning me into something which I am not.

Now the times are changing and I have started living my life again. I have started participating in all those things which were once labeled as Stupid & Foolish by my innocent & scared heart. I am doing all the crazy things these days and trying my level best to not let any stone unturned. It is weird but I am loving this change in me….I am saying YES to everything…all the opportunities…all the things coming my way. I am accepting everything so that I can feel and experience all those moments which I would have missed by saying NO. Try it :-) you are going to love and enjoy it too. After all, one day all these memories would comfort you, they would make you laugh even when nobody is around.

Conclusion :-
1. Time heals everything :-)
2. Love is nothing but a combination of Attraction + Addiction
3. I am in no mood to read and edit this article. Posting it the way it was written.

3 comments:

n!k!t@ said...

very inspiring...great to have a frnd who constantly motivates and tells abt the goods and bads..of things..and helps from preventing us ending up in a soup!

wonderfully written!subtle yet reflective! :)

bhawna arora said...

nice article!1
m lucky to have u as my frnd
who always motivates his frnds always has a care for them!
stay blessed!!
keep smiling always
!!!!!:-)

Anonymous said...

Good One Socrate...U really write well, chalo atleast you know the meaning of love, how painful it is....Nice to see that u understand what life is and u wanna live it ur own way...Good...
Abdullah