Perfect Moment

Life is all about waiting for the right person at the right moment and at the right place. This is called 'Perfect Moment'. It is something which comes once in a lifetime. Loosing that Perfect Moment is like departing the soul from your body. Your soul is out of your body and you are dead. Your breaths, heart beats, vision, feelings, pain and joy… everything is away from this weird piece of meat called BODY.

Don’t you think it is painful?

You are wrong. Just imagine that you are dead but your soul is still alive. Your soul is still roaming on the same old streets and between same old people who were once a part of your every dream. Your soul is going to witness everything. She would see everyone but they would not be able to see her. The world would be moving towards the unseen future but your soul would be living in the past.

Your soul would witness the process of getting erased from the memories of her loved ones. It would be like a slow-poison that she would drink everyday. She would live like a PHOENIX i.e. every moment she would burn itself to death and emerge from the ashes.

Your loved ones would see your SOUL only if they will open the door of their heart, if they would let you come in and stay for a while, if they would trust that IT’S NEVER TOO LATE. (Don’t be happy…. They are not aware about this secret)

Think about the pain your soul would feel when she would see all the loved ones around. Some would be happy… some would be sad… n some would be numb. NUMB…lol…I love this word… I have heard it a lot of times in my life.

Your soul would be near to them but they would not feel it. Your soul will beg in front of them to feel her but they would not even hear anything. Your soul will cry for mercy and for love but it would not make any difference because you would be INVISIBLE to that person.

At that time, this wrecked soul would just look for a way to touch the heart of her loved one. She would feel that all the words, feelings and expressions are nothing in front of the LOVE that she is hiding in her heart. She would be aimless and would keep on trying, would keep on convincing her loved ones but….

This is what happens when the person you love stops loving you. You do all the above acts even after knowing that your lover is not feeling anything. The ray of hope stays alive in your heart. At that time, you do not care about your self-respect or your ego.

When you are truly in love, you change a lot of things for your loved one. It is not called SACRIFICE…it is called A STEP TOWARDS BRIGHT FUTURE.

I know how it feels when you loose your loved one. I have seen that PERFECT MOMENT fading in front of my eyes. Believe me, it hurts a lot. It hurts a lot to see your love dying in front of you. It’s not easy to see your life heading towards the TRASH BIN of HELL. It’s weird to experience the feelings which people usually experience after dying. (The pain is endless and no one in this world can define it.)

Now people are trying to put my soul back into my body. They are not aware that my heart is broken into uncountable pieces and it is not possible to replace it. Most of the pieces of my heart are missing and it is not feasible to fix it.

In the end, I would like to pray to GOD to keep everyone happy and bless everyone with their loved one. AMEN

ADVICE: If you have experienced the PERFECT MOMENT then please hold it in your arms and place it safe in your HEART to make your life beautiful. It’s easy to place it in your HEART than in your MIND.

Fairy Tail... oops Fairy tale

This is the story of a young boy who was a mixture of all the good and the bad things. He was innocent, mature, talkative, observant, practical, emotional, wise & dumb. He spent all the younger years of his life in searching for the exact definition of love. His life was full of all the beautiful and meaningful things which people see in their dream world but still something was missing. The best part was that even he was not aware what is missing in his life. One day he decided to go beyond the limits to understand the true meaning of love and find the missing part of his life.

He climbed the highest mountains in search for that perfect moment in which he can feel his heart beating fast and slow at the same time. Sometimes he would just walk the streets in the night wondering where he is going.

It was one of the restless nights of January when he was surfing the encyclopedia of Heaven and his eyes stuck on the profile of the most Beautiful Angel of Heaven. The pages of this angel’s life were odd. They were all black and white. He told her how similar he thinks their lives are. They started exchanging conversations and in few months they were getting some strange feelings in their heart while thinking about each other. This sudden rush of feelings was new to both of them and they were unable to understand what’s wrong. The guy asked the girl to explain why these strange things are happening to them but the conversation ended with nothing but silence.

They were falling in love with each other. Everything was magical and one day they started expressing their feelings. Their love was one of the kinds. After all it was the collision of the princess of heaven and the prince of hell. Everything was perfect till the day the Hell boy confessed the things about his past which the beautiful angel was unable to digest. She was hurt and broken but she forgives the guy. The same thing started happening after every few months making it a vicious circle. One day she introduced him to her parents so that they can be together forever.

Lol…. Together forever!!! This term is only applicable in movies and fairy tales.

They rejected him immediately. I think they were able to see inside the black heart of that hell boy which that innocent angel was not able to.

He convinced them a lot, begged for his love but it was of no use. He respected them a lot and asked the girl to take the final decision. The girl was mum. He asked her again…he asked her to be clear but the girl was mum again. It cleared everything to the hell boy.

He left her life without saying a word, without telling that she was the missing part of his life. He still wonders what went wrong.

We all dream of heaven but what is the point of achieving something which can not even make you feel complete, which can not satisfy your desires. What is the point of getting attached to anyone, what is the point of raising their expectations, what is the point of thinking about the beautiful future, what is the need to love and be loved????????

Finally the hell boy is not looking for any missing pieces and is not interested in wasting his time on the short lived beautiful moment called LOVE.

Are you ready to say what you want to say??

At times, you have many things to say. YOU filter them with your heart to remove the emotions and den with your head to make them look beautiful & balanced. Now the main question is 'Are your words ready to be flashed in front of this world??' .ummm.. let me think : ) AND the answer is NO. 2nd level of filtration is still required. People don’t want beautiful and balanced things. They want to hear things which are not in the favor of change.
Confused?? Heart .. head ... now what?? : ) lol.. It’s your tongue. YOU have to keep a control on your tongue. Convey (read it SUGAR COAT) your words and feelings in such a way that they look beautiful, balanced and are easily acceptable
Try it and you would see loads of people following you and praising you

I wrote it while thinking about you. I would one day leave this planet but I am glad that my words would live here forever.

Narrator of so-called Bed Time Stories

I have heard people demanding for bed time stories which are full of emotions, feelings, love and magic. I know I am not good in telling stories but YES... I know how to weave them. I would love to sit next to you someday to whisper the stories of my dreams. My stories would be miraculous in their own kind. They would not start with “Once upon a time” but with “Just imagine”. I would call them “Bed Time stories” but they would never let the sleep come close to you. They would fill your eyes with endless dreams of beauty and prosperity.

I want you to be the narrator of those so-called bed time stories. I want you to use your imagination and paint the walls of your dream land with ‘PINK’ color.

I have seen many things missing in everyone's life. We need to understand that in order to live life in fairy tale way; we need to dream it first. I want you to start dreaming again. It’s okay to dream about the things which are easy and hard to achieve. Stay prepared for the worst so that you can recognize the importance of all the insignificant things happening in your life. Learn to smile even when tears are ready to drop from your eyes like rain.

I know that we all need someone with whom we can be natural, with whom we don’t have to think twice before speaking, who is capable of seeing right through our heart and soul. We all have dual-personality and that special person resides in our heart. You just need to open your heart and let that person come out.

Feel free to ask for my support when the going gets tough.

Feeling lonely?? Want someone special?? THINK ABOUT IT

I wonder why we really feel the need of someone special in our life. Is it so hard for us to keep the pain inside? I have heard that issues/pain decreases when shared with someone. But think about it.. Do you really want to talk about your priorities (coz only they affects you) to someone who would never give second thought to your words.
We all are capable of storing massive amount of happiness and pain in our heart and trust me.. the storing capacity is unlimited. Why not keep it inside and let it sleep in peace. I know it's going to hurt for a while but ahhh.....we are humans.. can get addicted to anything :-)
If you still want to share them with that so-called someone special then try my advice n start writing your feelings. Make them look little fancier and spicy. People don’t want to share your feelings. They just want interesting stories of execution of your heart and feelings.

Unfaithful Heart

This post begins with me comparing myself with the heart of my Imaginary story 'The unfaithful heart that was kissed by an Angel'. The story shows that the real disappointment of life is that nothing is permanent. Every feeling, every expression, every relation is short lived here. The pain becomes unbearable when you are alone and have no one to share your feelings and issues. At that time you realize that this is the right time to move on and make yourself addicted to the silence of your heart.
It’s little awkward that something like this is coming from my head but I have also realized that it is something written in the destiny of that UNFAITHFUL HEART.

My Complexity

Why do we have to wait for d right time to express feelings, to initiate new relations?

I am searching for the day and the way through which life would look more meaningful, when I would not need eyes to see the 1 I love, when the meaning of 'touch n feel' would not be limited to physical.

I have imagined d day when my imaginations would turn into reality on just a blink of eye.

I may not have any of d above mentioned things right now but one day these would just be a slightest part of my infinite imaginations.

Regards,

Rakesh Bali

My Mindset

At times my heart refuses to accept d worst reality of life which says that nothing in this world is permanent. Its coz f d addiction of beauty, love, fame n attachment

I hardly get addicted to anything n any1 coz in d end all v get coz of it is pain

I always dream of living life king size. I love my practical nature n head-over-heart attitude

I have seen people fighting about the things which are not even important. In the end they are so much into arguing that they loose track of the real conversation.

They should understand that there is no point in fighting n reminding their partners about d past.

We all commit mistakes and the best way 2 come out of it is by facing them and not defending them.

So it’s better to give respect to your past n let it sleep in peace.